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5th January 2012

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A minute inside my head.

I wanna run so far away. 

I wanna stop being hurt. 

I hate that you don’t escape my mind. 

I hate that you don’t care anymore. 

I hate everything about what’s going on. 

I hate that I met you

But I love that I met you even more. 

I hope you enjoy him, the way I’m feeling better not be for a waste. 

Please don’t hurt him the way you hurt me.. this is sick. 

I love you. Please be happy. 

4th January 2012

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One of the most painful things.

Finding out they’re over you.. 

3rd January 2012

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why me.

this hurts. so bad. 

2nd January 2012

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I’m ready

I’m ready to accept the pain that comes with this. 

I’m ready to find someone that can make me happy. 

This isn’t a big deal to you. but to me, this hurts so badly. 

I need to find better, I deserve it. 

I sacrificed over 6 months for you. 

for nothing. 

I can’t wait forever, 

unless I get that magic text or phonecall from you while writing this, 

I have to accept that this isn’t worth what it’s putting me through.. 

Is it pathetic I’ve waited over 10 minutes to post this, just because I meant what I said above? 

I can’t wait forever..